When all things feel they're crushing right on you.

Its rly irritating whn ppl tel you alot alot of stuff like you dont know them,
and when in fact you know more than those ppl.
o.0
Random.

Let me start blogging from the day before.
Sch was okay.
Had SPA.
Totally sucked.
Chemical equation = go to hell and never reincarnate please.
The experiment was okay, its the eqn that killed.

Aft sch stayed awhile in sch,
thn headed to JP w Eileen and Ser to study.
Met Alex ar... :X at JP.
Sry to make him wait so long :p

Chiong into music junction,
grabbed a BoA - Made in twenty (20)!
GOT FREE POSTER WTH.
Like first time so good give poster kanz?!
Double :D :D

Ate @ Lailailailailaiiii.
Thn went to Popular,
headed to Library.
Saw Agnes Shihui Khaiyee.
Those three siaozhabor.

Attempted Amath,
eat shit luh cant even do.
Thn went home first caus father came!

Went home faster watch the BoA DVD,
superb.
I loved moon and sunshine especially! :D
Although abit long and sian but I think BoA really flaunted it all with that song!
:D

B0A the live DVD coming out soon,
and BoA Complete Clips 2004~2006 DVD!
:D
Woohoo, high!

Ok, ytd.
Got back physics paper (i think?!)
Got 21/30.
Yeahness right.
First time get such good results.
Maybe its not that good, but good for me alr :D
Whole class pass kk! (:
So proud of 4/4, lols!
K lah, whole class pass so get 21 also not a big deal,
but I happy leh?

Ytd got nth much luh, aft sch went tuition.
Was super, duper, damn damn damn tired.
Felt like some invisible little man is standing right there at my eyelids, pulling it down.

Today.
Lessons ok lor.
Get back geog paper.
14/25!
Don't sound good.
But I'm damn happy,
caus only 8 people in the class pass okay! :D
Not good that only 8 pass, but good that I'm one of the 8 luh =.-
14.5 is the highest score, I think.
Wah, tyco sia this paper.
Nvr listen in class :p

Oh yeah, random fact.
Liping and me are quite siao over Edwin.
LOL!
We're like discussing how cute and whatever he is.
LOLLLLL.
So irrelevant.

Aft sch had dance,
as if I'm not tired enough.
Was a rly rly very tiring practise.
A very disappointing one too.
I was rly sad and broke down to tears.

Maybe I shouldn't blog this out but,
I'm disappointed in everything.
In the dance troupe, in the behaviour,
and myself also.
I feel that I'm not doing all I can to salvage the team,
and everything.
I'm a failure okay.

There's really really not much time left to help the whole team,
or even myself.
My leg's not fully recovered yet,
seems like it got better last time, but now its back.
They're so not motivated.
Me too, so not motivated.
I have seriously not much confidence...
I'm not supposed to have this mindset but I just have no confidence.
Looking at the team being so low in morale,
I feel that I'm a failure.
There's no unity!
What am I supposed to do to make them more motivated.
I'm really lost here.

Okay lah, enough of all those.
I must take some action to improve the whole team...
Including myself of course...
I'm really underperforming, in my own opinion....
With such standards from myself, I dont know how am I supposed to set an example for the other dancers.
Argh, say not stress is fake de.

?
The thumbdrive that dydy pass me got no Cheng house proposal inside leh?
>puzzled

Gna catch some naruto shippuuden power now!
Thn death note, wohoho :D